Being Single 2013

Wow, I thought I was the happiest, in-love person in the world last year. Well it turns out that ended. Something went wrong and now I am on a new path of self-discovery.

Some of the things that I have learned:

• God stands with me unconditionally
• My friends are just that, they are not psychotherapists, and can only offer support
• My family loves me; but can't fix a broken heart
• It will take me a long time to figure myself out again and I don't know if I will ever trust myself or anyone else again

I have gone through withdrawal, irrational thinking, negative thinking, therapy, loneliness, tears and now finally, I am starting to heal.....a little.

I have beat myself up and down until I was black and blue and my eyes were red and swollen. Now I actually have a few hours a day when I don't randomly think about it.

I thought I was doing good, but I was not. This world is a scary place.

If you read this please stop a minute and say a prayer for me. 

Love, Peace & Blessings Always, Jody